Lather, Rinse, Repeat

As usual, while I’ve been getting a little of this and a little of that done, it hasn’t been at the pace that I was hoping. ๐Ÿ˜’ Some of that’s my fault, some things just take a while, and then Bri’s baby shower is tomorrow so I’ve been spending a little extra time with her for support and a little bit of planning and such. Shit’s about to get real for her, so I really want this one day to go as nicely as possible for her.

I’m gonna stick at the house today though and try to get some more done around here. Nothing different than what I’ve already been working on, just continuing to make progress. With Bri getting her apartment at the beginning of the month though, I’m able to donate some of the extras around the house – which not only helps her (until she can get stuff that she actually wants) but also makes my brain a little happier, getting rid of pieces of furniture in the basement or extra rooms that I never use. That strange “Ugh… I have too much stuff.” feeling that I sometimes get.

Still wanting to paint and put in new carpet, but also still wanting to maybe move… things just feel stagnant, so either of those options are appealing – and the less stuff here and in the way, the better. The weather is getting nicer, and that’s helping my motivation, so as long as I’m “doing something” it feels like I’m doing something… something leading to feeling different than I’ve been feeling for quite a while. ๐Ÿคจ It’s weird to really want change but to also have no idea what you want that change to be. Meh…

So yeah, gonna spend most of the day off of the electronicals if possible, then hopefully before bed tonight I’ll get back on to catch up on emails and knock out a couple bills that came in recently. Life’s just got me feeling restless right now, with much of that restlessness stemming from health issues… which also prevents me from doing a lot of the other things that I could do to help reduce my restlessness.ย  Heh…ย  I know, “… said every old person ever.” ๐Ÿ˜ย I guess step one should be acknowledging my age and embracing the unpleasant facts that come along with it…

Meh… rambling again… okay, time to do something with my day off.

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