Millersport OH – 360ยฐ VR Tour

I had them set to publish one each day, but there’s no sense in just having them sitting there waiting. I mean, it’s not like there’s a bunch of folks who are sitting on their computer each day, eagerly awaiting the next video’s release. ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ So here’s the whole lot of Millersport 360 degree videos that I did over the past week. It’s a tiny little town, but hopefully a few people familiar with the area will stumble across these videos.

I’m not sure if the embedded video above will let you go through and select which particular area you wanna look at, so here’s the link to the playlist that will open in YouTube – and it has the videos listed there individually, along with the thumbnails which show what area is covered. ๐Ÿ™‚

(And upon checking a couple of them just now, it seems that the audio swaps might not be completed for every video. So you might get crappy wind noise instead of soothing, royalty-free music from YouTube’s stock music library. ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ And as always, for the best experience, make sure you switch it to the highest resolution your device can handle.)

Better Than Earlier

It’s now late in the afternoon, and I have to admit that I’m feeling a whole lot better. ๐Ÿ™‚ That’s the thing about always taking certain medications, every single day, just to get by with tolerable pain…

Since the pain never completely goes away, it’s easy to forget how much the medication is actually still helping throughout the day. ๐Ÿ˜ฏ๐Ÿ˜ƒ So, maybe, in a way, it might be somewhat of a good thing – to go a couple of days without my normal meds, not only to be reminded of how much my shit can hurt, but also how much the meds help despite them obviously not being perfect. ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป

But as I’ve been starting to feel better, I’ve tried to keep my Twitter interactions away from the more negative stuff. ๐Ÿ˜ I haven’t even glanced over to see how the various protests, riots, and unrest are going in the various cities around the nation. ๐Ÿฅบ It’s all just a sad, sad thing to see… and while I want to stay informed when it comes to current events, I can’t do a damn thing that would change what’s happening… so I’m having a rare “smart” day where I just steer clear. (Plus I’ve been working on three 360 video files, and progress is actually moving in the direction that I hoped it would…)

Oh, and my hobo beard is getting comically long… at least for me. So gray, and so out of control. ๐Ÿ˜„ I don’t know if it’s typical for d00ds who are just growing out their beards at the start, but the hair on my face is about as cooperative as the hair on my head when it comes to flowing in one direction. ๐Ÿคจ (ie: it isn’t / it doesn’t heh) ๐Ÿ˜‘ The left side of my face? Pretty normal, with most hair growing downward as desired. But the right side? Oy. ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ It’s basically just doing whatever the hell it wants over there.

This will be the weekend, though. It’s time to run some of that Just For Men beard color goo through my scruff to see what I can come up with. ๐Ÿ‘จ๐Ÿปโ€๐Ÿ”ฌ๐Ÿง”๐Ÿป Dad has given me some tips, and I have colored quite a few girl-heads over the past several years. So I’m not a complete n00b when it comes to the process. I do think I made the right choice with medium brown. ๐Ÿง๐Ÿค” I don’t want it anywhere near as dark as my hair hair, which (I think) will help keep it authentic looking. Wish me luck. ๐Ÿ˜… And motivation. Definitely need motivation to make my ass even do it, rather than doing the most convenient thing… just shaving it off.

(Boy, look at all those emojis. That’s gotta be the sign of a person in a good mood, eh? ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿคซ Hey… I’m tryin’)

Sun & Packages

This was interesting… and it shows that me and Genesee still have a pretty good link with each other… because we both received packages today from each other, with neither of us having told the other person that it was coming. ๐Ÿ˜„ Not only that, but both of our packages were based around the same thing. The Child, otherwise known as “Baby Yoda” from The Mandalorian.

It was months ago when we were both watching the series at the same time, but several states away of course, and we both had the idea to get something “Baby Yoda” for each other. ๐Ÿ˜Šย But Disney wanted to keep the character a complete secret / surprise, so they didn’t even have any Baby Yoda stuff in production yet, let alone manufactured and ready for sale.

So, without even knowing it, while I was sitting here pre-ordering her a Baby Yoda stuffy doll that makes noises, she was pre-ordering me a couple of Baby Yoda figures to add to my toy shelves. ๐Ÿ˜ณ Err, my “collectibles” shelf. ๐Ÿ˜ It was so long ago when we placed the orders, that when the figures arrived today I wasn’t sure if I had pre-ordered them for myself or what… because I was looking at them hard for a potential purchase, but ended up not pulling the trigger – thinking I’ve got enough toys for a grown ass man. ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ So, yeah, that was pretty kewl… I’ll try to throw a pic of them up here tomorrow.

Second half of the day was just too nice to stay inside the house. (Unfortunately most of Lancaster apparently had that same thought, ‘cuz there were so many cars out on the road and in line at the fast food joints.) I was originally planning on just going to the nearby park and sitting there for a while, mostly so I could listen to Agust D’s new “mixtape” album on my car’s stereo. (Agust D is the alternate name that Suga from BTS goes by for his solo releases.) So even though we aren’t going to see them in concert tomorrow as planned (Boo. ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ ) it was nice that he dropped an entire album today.

But the weather was too nice, the clouds too kewl, so I continued into town to make a loop of the city, get some air, and listen to the whole album before heading home. ๐Ÿ˜Šย I clicked the dashcam to save several 30 second clips, then threw together a video showing the variety in the sky. ๐Ÿค” I don’t know if they were extra pretty like it felt like, or if it’s just because we haven’t seen the sun in forever… but yeah, this afternoon ended up being the first time that I’ve actually felt almost good in quite a while. ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ™‚

(As usual, click the bottom right to put it into full screen mode and make sure it’s at least in 720p)

Get A Hobby

Bad dreams ended up waking me last night around 3am, and I’ve been up ever since. Kinda doesn’t matter what sleep schedule I keep these days, given that I’m not going anywhere and I didn’t even realize what day it was today. Not meaning April Fools Day, just meaning that I didn’t realize it was Wednesday. ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ Point being, anxiety filled sleep, waking up early… it didn’t lead to much of a day for me. I did text with Dad and Genesee a bit, and she got me thinking about playing the keyboard again. ๐Ÿค”๐ŸŽน๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ

I forget what she said, but it reminded me that thanks to the YouTube Music app searching my own videos for music to add… I ran across this old video of me playing Don’t Wake Me by Skillet. ๐Ÿ˜Ž And when I did, I realized that if you put that keyboard in front of me now I’d have no idea how to play it. Elton John made a comment on his Melbourne Symphony album, that he was playing some songs that were so old that he had to re-learn them as well for that concert. ๐Ÿ™‚ So that’s one thing I’m gonna try to make time for… “keyboard dickin’ around time” every now and then.

And then thanks to NASCAR and iRacing running these virtual races on the weekend… and apparently a dirt track / winged-car race tonight… that’s got my mind back on video games. ๐Ÿค“๐ŸŽฎ๐Ÿ“บ I’ve got an XBOX One and a Playstation 4, yet it’s probably been at least six months since I’ve even turned either of them on. ๐Ÿ˜• Once I got into a funk a while back, my brain just never seemed interested in reminding me that I’ve got kewl shit that I could play. So I’m gonna go through my games tonight and figure out which system I’ve got the best racing games for, and I’ll probably try to re-familiarize myself with all that. ๐Ÿค” I used to be good. Years ago I was really layin’ ’em down at the road courses, or at least it felt that way. (Wow, that was from 2013…)

I don’t wanna get ahead of myself, since I’ve already got a couple options there, but I’m probably gonna play around with time-lapse and long-exposure phone photography like I usually do each spring… plus I’ve got a couple new photogrammetry apps for creating 3D models from a series of regular digital photos, so that might keep my attention as well. Meh… we’ll see, I guess.

Don’t mind me… just doing a little more “talking out loud” to hopefully burn these ideas into my brain a little more effectively. ๐Ÿคฏ It’s not like I’m making valuable use of my time otherwise, so I might as well be doing something that I used to consider fun, eh? ๐Ÿ˜ All this time stuck in the house might help me figure out where “old me” went. ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿคž๐Ÿป

Unwanted Realism

Had a good day yesterday, got a bunch of bills / paperwork / etc. done, and went to sleep in fairly decent shape. And then I had a series of some of the worst nightmares that I’ve had in quite a while. I can’t think of any reasons for them, nor can I link any of the dreams’ imagery to anything I saw or experienced during the day prior. ๐Ÿ˜ฏ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ So along with waking up several times during the night, when I finally woke up for good this morning I was legitimately exhausted. ๐Ÿ˜“ Way too real and stressful. Hours later and I’m still having a hard time shaking it off. (Chases, knife attacks, abducted kids, assaults, horror movie deaths ๐Ÿ˜ณ Oy…)

So now I feel like I’m having an awful day even though there’s nothing about this day (at least so far) that should make me feel that strongly one way or the other. ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ˜ Heh… so along with just taking it easy today (since I’ve got my meeting tomorrow) I’ll have to kinda keep reminding myself that it’s not actually a bad day. ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜ Nothing on the agenda, nothing that needs my immediate attention, so I’ll probably bubble up and just watch some YouTube and Netflix and try to avoid anything negative. ๐Ÿคจ๐Ÿ“บ

The only thing (based in reality) that’s got me a little bit anxious is that there’s some rainy / icy / snowy weather headed this way. ๐Ÿ˜ณ But I’m sure by the time I’ll be leaving the house tomorrow, if anything has managed to accumulate it’ll be gone from the roads by time I’m out on ’em. ๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿป And, ironically, it actually helps to focus my thoughts on the meeting with my WC attorneys tomorrow. It’s still stressful, yeah, but I know what I need to talk about, and however it goes it’ll still be pushing this shit further along towards a resolution or significant change… so yeah, still looking forward to it. ๐Ÿ™‚

Terminate Background Process?

I feel almost silly for realizing this only just now, but I’ve figured out why my sleep got screwed up… why I have been feeling a little off. With as “aware” as I am regarding my struggles with anxiety, you’d think that any new potential issues would be immediately apparent. ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ Nope. ๐Ÿคจ For whatever reason, I typically don’t recognize an inciting moment until it’s already had enough time to have an effect. Like walking out of your house into a rain storm and then wondering an hour later why you’re soaked.

Not wanting to bury the lede any further, I’m pretty sure that ordering concert tickets the other day was what put me a bit out of whack. So you can maybe see why I wouldn’t have suspected that as the cause. Since, on its face, that concert is something that I obviously think will be fun, something that I want to do, something that I’m choosing to do. ๐Ÿ™‚ So the anticipation of waiting to see if I’d even be able to get tickets, and then managing to get really decent seats – all of the “Yay! ๐Ÿ˜ƒ of that masked the subconscious concerns that I always have when it comes to attending a concert these days.

I’ll make a separate post about the show, but yeah… when just this past year I skipped a Skillet concert that was less than 30 miles away because it was a general admission show, and I didn’t want to risk how beat up I’d feel afterwards – committing to a much, much bigger concert, and one that will require hours of travel time just to get there, it’s kind of a big deal for me. ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿฅด

So, without me even realizing it, I think my brain was running a background process that was contemplating all of the various issues that could pop up. ๐Ÿง โ€ผ๏ธ The main concern, obviously, is how I’m going to physically feel… before, during, and after. The long drive, the masses of people, trying not to “bop around” too much during the show… ๐Ÿ˜ and then the long drive back home, which will likely feel even longer than the drive there. When I can’t predict how broken I’m going to feel on a day to day basis here at home… it’s just giving quite a bit up to faith that it’ll all work out okay. ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ

Now, despite all that I’ve typed here… I’m not sweating it as much as it probably sounds. ๐Ÿ˜ I’m still excited about it, still glad that I have something to look forward to, and planning it all out will even be fun. Figuring out the best travel routes, of course staying over the night before and the night after, checking everything out on Google Earth, and then the concert itself… I really am looking forward to it. I’d say I’m like 90% “Yay! ๐Ÿ˜ƒ and only 10% “Ugh… this could be a nightmare ๐Ÿ˜ณ

More details soon… ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐ŸŽŸ๏ธ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ๐ŸŽŸ๏ธ ย  ๐ŸŽตย ๐ŸŽค๐Ÿง๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿง‘๐Ÿปโ€๐Ÿคโ€๐Ÿง‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘ฌ๐Ÿป๐Ÿง‘๐Ÿปโ€๐Ÿคโ€๐Ÿง‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‡ฐ๐Ÿ‡ท ๐ŸŽต

A Taste Of What’s To Come

We got our first hint of winter today. Well, at least where I was. It may not have been the same here at home, but up on the north side of Columbus it was a couple hours of rain, sleet, and snow.ย Nothing was sticking, but it was sure making the driving unpleasant. ๐Ÿ˜• But Cassi recently cracked a toof ๐Ÿ˜ฃ and this particular dentist was the only one that could get her in anytime soon. Having experienced that myself, I couldn’t let her miss that appointment and just “deal with it” until whenever the next chance would have been.

My tire pressure light came on during the drive up there, so rather than waiting in the parking lot until she got done, I went to the closest gas station to air up my tires. Then to the next closest one… and the next closest one after that… ๐Ÿ˜  I had to go to four different places before I found one with a working air machine. To be honest, it’s probably time to get some new shoes for my car anyway – since two of my tires have predictable, slow leaks, and the tread is getting worn enough where I at least think that I feel a difference when I’m driving on wet or otherwise slick roads. ๐Ÿคจ๐Ÿค”

It was a couple weeks ago, right after it had rained, but I was taking a circular type exit ramp (at a normal speed) and I could feel her pushing just a little bit as I was taking the turn. It may have just been that another vehicle had put down some fluid that my car was reacting to, but at 60k miles… it’s probably better to be safe than sorry. ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ Especially since “snow or not” I’m still gonna have regular doctor appointments and workers comp crap that I won’t be able to avoid all through this winter, and I don’t wanna have to make each of those trips with my butt in a constant state of pucker. ๐Ÿ˜ฏ๐Ÿ˜…

But yeah, considering that all of this was unplanned, it wasn’t that bad of a day. They’re gonna need to do a root canal and crown on her damaged toof, but at least they were able to provide a temporary fix so she’s not miserable until then. ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ But I’m gonna take my evening meds and try to sack out early tonight, ‘cuz I can still feel today’s drive in my shoulder – and I really don’t wanna wake up tomorrow morning feeling the same way.